Another View

this is mine.
from so far off. a memory. a voice. voices?
not a memory.
seductive. breathless whispers seranade. this scene played out again.

"WHY ARE YOU CRYING? DRY YOUR EYES AND ENJOY THE SHOW.
THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED. WHAT YOU BEGGED FOR.
YOU DID THIS, NOT I. YES, YOU."

mine. but why. why cause such misery?
a cruel caress, this murmuring.

"YOU LONGED TO KNOW EVEIL. YOU CANNOT KNOW, YOU CAN ONLY BE.
YOU BROUGHT THIS UPON THEM. YOUR PAIN. YOUR VENGENCE.
AND I? I BUT SHOWED YOU THE WAY.
WHAT… Continue

hear their cries.
black as the smoke that burns their bodies.
grasping clasping talons tearing at me. through me. from me.
falling again, or fallen all along?
deciet. as easy as a smile. a smile. as fake as what I pretend to be.
clawing. rending open from within. this creeping dark. sinuating through my veins.
spilling into this stained soul.
what is this?
fear. freedom. oblivion.
dreaming, but such dreams these.
choking, the stench that permeates the air.
a thousand corpses line the rows.
decay… Continue

Exquisite pain tears at my soul
Bleeding me dry, taking control

Agony seduces ecstasy until
Pain and pleasure meld into one

Closed eyes and a secret smile
No longer denying my desires

Is this fantasy or is it reality?
The lines begin to blur.

Subjugation or liberation?
Or something of our own creation…

Who's to say what's wrong or right?
Who's to sit in judgment?

Burning out of control, need fans the flames
The heat that consumes flows through my veins

A rush of endorphins, emotions on ed… Continue

Dusk is falling and I'm standing at the shores
of what may come to pass and all that's been before

Broken promises breed broken dreams
Nothing was quite what it seemed
And every time I grasped for that golden ring
I fell to the ground with a silent scream

Clinging to memories I know can never last
ignoring the future so that I might live in the past
Either drown in the tides or give in to life's choatic flow
but you'll never move on until you can finally learn to let go

Do I trust my insti… Continue

I wander through this night alone
lost in the depths of my memories.
Torrents of rain fall down around me
masking the tears in my eyes.

Flashes of lightning guide my way
as I stumble down the path.
Forgetting where I'm going,
all I know is where I've been.

The pain is never ending
your truth was all a lie.
Darkness now surrounds me
Lightning flashes and once more,
I die.